So, once again, a post on Natalie’s blog got me thinking. I was analyzing today my unexpected emotion when it came to querying Midas.
It’s been two weeks to the day since I sent out those first queries. Two weeks, and was already starting to feel like, “Oh well, I guess I failed.” I almost feel silly admitting it. I mean, I still have material out with agents! I haven’t even sent out twenty queries yet! I haven’t even hit the double digits with rejections! And there are several agents that I haven’t even heard from yet! And the troubling thing about it is that I tried to tell myself that I was just being “realistic.”
No. I was letting the rejections get to me. See, since my initial interest, I have had six rejections in a row over the course of the last eleven days. (I know, poor poor me. But, hey, I’m totally scolding myself here.) So, I was starting to build up a wall. A wall that said, “Oh well, Midas doesn’t have it, guess I’ll move on.” So, I stopped sending out queries. It’s been five days since I sent one out. Instead, I’ve put all my attention on my new story. In short, I was seriously starting to give up under the guise of “being realistic.”
Then I read Natalie’s post this morning, and it had me thinking all day. Now, don’t get me wrong, being realistic is important, but I was abusing the term. So I gave myself a firm smack on the wrist and said to myself, “If Natalie’s not giving up, you sure don’t have any right to.”
So, thanks to Natalie for being a rock. 🙂 You’ve helped me re-light the fire. In fact, I think I am going to send off a few new queries right now.