Just face it

As many of you know, I put a lot of work into my novel Searcher. Fifteen months, to be exact. Fifteen months of hard, hard work. I gotta say, it left me pretty burned out.

So during my writing break/philosophical journey, I made some big plans. I told myself that when I started my next book I was going to do things differently. No more lashing myself with the work whip. No more hair shirt. I was just going to grab the kernel of an idea (any idea will do,) jump on the free writing roller coaster, and enjoy the ride. I was going to pound out a book in a month just like everyone else (*cough*kiersten*cough*natalie*cough*) seems to and that was that.

Well, I tried.

And failed.

And I’ve had to face a truth. You are what you are. As much as I really, really (really, really) wanted to, I just can’t write that way. I am, like it or not, a planner. A note taker. An outliner (*shudder*) I have to know where I’m going when I sit down to the computer. When I try to do it any other way, I either end up staring at a blank screen or writing a few pages that I will absolutely hate the minute I’m done.

So there is it. Face it. I’m in for another fifteen months of work. And I guess that’s the way it should be. We have to accept who we are as a writers, and who we aren’t.

But don’t worry, this time, I really will leave my whip and hair shirt in the closet.

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A Promise, Broken . . .

Here’s the thing, gang. I had every intention to give you a Photoshop Friday today. I truly did. But then my old Dell finally snapped. He’s currently living it up in Computer Rehab.

Now, I have Beloved (my Mac,) but I am ashamed to admit that I have yet to figure out how to get the Photoshop working. Lame, I know. My apologies.

I won’t leave you empty-handed, though. Here’s a Youtube video for all you folks out there in queryland. Just play it over and over again as you send out those query letters. I do. I’m convinced it will brainwash me into success.

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Back with an answer, an announcement, and a promise

Well, it was a loooooooong blog break, folks, but I’m finally back. I must admit that I enjoyed drifting away for a while. However, I am ready to jump back into the old blogging world. So, without further ado, I give you today an answer, an announcement, and a promise.

An Answer
You may be wondering how I fared on my Great Philosophical Journey of ’09. Well, the answer is that I’m still on it to some extent, but I see no reason not to share a little of what I pondered.

In a nutshell, I took the end of the year as a time to analyze exactly where I was as a writer. What I’ve learned. What I still need to learn. What I really want from this all.

It’s been very good to stop and examine these things. I think sometimes the writing world can feel like one big, crazy race. It’s so nice, vital even, to step back for a while and take stock of it all. I’d highly recommend it.

An Announcement
The holidays were not without some excitement for me in the writing side of things. Remember my novelette “Confessions of the Watcher?” You know, the really dark dystopian story about a depressed, obsessive-compulsive, sexually frustrated guy? Yep, that one.

Well, forever ago I entered it into the highly competitive Writers of the Future contest. The results finally came in. I got myself an Honorable Mention. So yay! Nice little boost to my writerly confidence.

A Promise
I close my post today with a promise, well two actually. The first is that I am going to try to be around much more now. I know, you guys are all probably dancing with joy.

The second promise is that we WILL have a Photoshop Friday this week! One that will thrill and delight. I just have to think of it . . .

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